Giacomo braucht Hilfe - FAIRY muss verkauft werden

Hi Martin ,
I twas thinking very serious this days and I decided to stop making videos on the internet . This was a real adventure for me , as I don't know how to promote myself in order to take any advantages from that , so it was a very much time consuming for me and complicate my life too much . I am very lucid when I am writting this message to you .[...]
But I made an introspection and I found that I am not capable to make my own business , so I must go back to what I was before : a goldsmith working for living . I want to thank you for all your support and kindness and friendly attitude beside me , and I assure you of my whole friendship ,consideration and respect. I am still working at the final video - I review it - to make it very good , perfect from my point of view , and I will post it in few days . Every day here for me is a nightmare , being under pressure of that arab and all that ordinary financiary problems I have, so I must work for making money to keep this damned place and the dogs in good health . I will make a video with my workplace and I will post it on Portal , and - this way - many of those who were thinking I am a welthy person will understand in what conditions I am forced to work . Having my mother here, ill and helpless, makes me helpless too . Otherwise , it would be easy for me to find someone to hire me and to work for him / or her , outside the country . This Fairy project shows me how difficult and danngerous is to play as an artist in a country which are becoming a real jungle . The only thing I have to do now, is to work ordinary jewelry and to wait for my mother's end . I know it sounds very cruel, but this is the truth : when she will pass away , I will sell the apartement and I will buy a house in the forest here or I will emigrate from Romania . Staying here , in this place , I will be a zomby , a living dead. It seems that I come to the end of the road .
With all my best regards for you,
Giacomo

Your Portal was my moment of glory , and I am very satisfied with that. I was able to proove what I can do, with my primitive conditions and workplace .